ahh... waiting is the hardest part!!!

hey everyone,
i'm just hanging out waiting for my next class to start. i have a test in it today and i'm ready for it and all i just have to wait for it to start.... this makes me veddy anxious. i wanna take it now so i can be done for the day. sorry to everyone for the display of drama on my last update... thanks to everyone who was concerned... special thanks to everyone who expressed it and tried to make me feel better (even if you didn't think you helped at all, dave) i'm lots better now.... mmmm i can smell coffee.... i would go buy a cup but, my tummy isn't being very agreeable this morning... its too bad i have the tummy of an 85 year old woman. oh well another day... another cup of coffee (or three!) oh yeah and also i'm sick as fuck and everytime i cough it feels like my lungs are gonna explode... but other than that i'm having a really good day and i feel FANTASTIC!! love to all!
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jalksjgklaghlaskl

What the fuck!?!
i have had just about the worst day of my entire life... i just don't understand what the fuck i did that was sooo horrible to deserve this shit. i'm just sick of how i can't ever act on my own feelings without upsetting someone, which in turn upsets me, which defeats the whole purpose of acting on my feelings... aww fuck it.
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varicella zoster

well well well
i am hangin out in jordan hall rite now... waiting for my disease and the human body class to start. its not till 12:20... really wish i had some shit to do till then. i already went over my notes once and checked my email and looked up a number for help with a paper. damnit... i hate huge breaks between classes. i woke up at like 6:30 this morning... thats rough... i started to fall asleep it my lit. lecture 3 times... i hate doing that... i always feel like a huge jackass... oh well. umm i can't really think of anything to say at the moment. so i guess i'm done.
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hoooooly shee-aht

well well,
i'm in thc rite now and im chillin at duncan's house presently. we DID have a mad DDR tournament goin, but somebody decided that we needed to watch a mooooovie instead. they picked out a really wierd one and i can't figure out what's goin on so i stopped tryin to figure it out and came in to play on the computar. i really wish the movie was over so we can get back to dancin!!
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ahhh christmas!!

welp, its all over now... presents opened and all that good stuff... hope everyone got good stuff and no coal! umm lets see i'm in terre haute rite now and have been since saterday. i'm kinda lookin forward to going home... i love everyone here but i miss b-town. played dance dance for about 2 hours at duncan's the other day... went to midnite mass and then got TANKED with my mom... which is really wierd and super cool at the same time. i went and saw lord of the rings today and recomend it... it was good. and i guess thats about it.
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    digital love

ahhh christmas!!

welp, its all over now... presents opened and all that good stuff... hope everyone got good stuff and no coal! umm lets see i'm in terre haute rite now and have been since saterday. i'm kinda lookin forward to going home... i love everyone here but i miss b-town. played dance dance for about 2 hours at duncan's the other day... went to midnite mass and then got TANKED with my mom... which is really wierd and super cool at the same time. i went and saw lord of the rings today and recomend it... it was good. and i guess thats about it.
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fully tummy

just went out to eat
mmmmmm steak is nice... except for the fact that it is now in a fight with the other contents of my stomach... hmm thats no good. it tasted real good tho... eli is trying to figure out whats goin on with my page now and hopefully whatever shit i tried to do to it last nite worked... i'm gonna doubt it tho. i don't know whats planned for this evening... something cool hopefully, and oh yeah... i made fat dollahs at work tonite!!
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